myLIFEasAonlyCHILD

.....lost....

2007-12-12T09:37:00.000-08:00

hilo i m back writing blog again..haha...altough i writing v a laugh emotion..but i realli sad now...i hav my dream but then sure got thing stop me from going forward....the feel is very hurtin my heart....i wan learn my singin but then my parent dun realli wan me to....so i had stop it, now i like wastin my time doin ntg...my mom ask me wat i wan to do since doin ntg....but wat i wanna do they dun realli goin v....n now she ask me to join back...hw m i surpoose to!!!my dad call me join police n other no need to do but then i realli lov singin n actin n modelin...these are my hobby...sure police is also but then i not realli into it..i dunno wat to do...lost between my road path....wastin my time like hell....isnt there another way??i sick havin ppl stoppin although it sound not....herm...i dunno when i goin to out of these thing....sometime i hate them coz they dont realli plan wat future will be....then wat i plan to do sure they break it...haizzzz.....y cant they think like wat i thinking since i m thier daughter sure thinking will SAME

nyway these few days,week,month i hav my normal life...but these few days always 5am slp haha...ntg to do next day so slp late also ok de la hahaha....keep on day dreaming haha...i m silly i know tat..herm x'mas is comin again...i goin to hav my normal 18bday....how i wish to had something out of box x'mas bday...haha...i know it wont...haizzz....no ppl to talk wif...no ppl to share wif....lame life....aarrghhh i m going mad....mad mad mad...lalalala.....k i tell u i write for fun here...coz i realli lost way lost mind but i WONT LOST MY LOVE ONES :)

something tat important this month...

2007-08-29T06:59:00.000-07:00

as i can say, i been stuck in singapore again..today 29 aug 2007...i slept till about 2pm oni wake up..as i about to cook my very own FRIED RICE, my dad and my cousin suddenly show up..y???my mind asking...

then my dad told me my second aunt was pass away ytd...

ok i know she will pass but y did it so soon..i tot her sick will recover and she may hav fun be4 passing away...y is had to be so soon..impossible she juz get well from her cancel and having treatment!!!y had it be ...i dunno i should be crying o not...my heart is crying tat is wat i could admit so at tat time..well my mom already in malaysia and perpare the funeral preparation v my relative...and now my dad also went back to malaysia v my uncle and cousin...left me alone again in house...i like being alone but not tat ALONE..maybe i still a kid...i need my parent v me somehow..i still not yet independant i uess so...even my fried rice become ''pig fried rice' haha is sticky..

after they left hse i alone by myself..wat m i going to do today...i started think back the memory i had v my second aunt...and i fell soli for her tat i cant attend and c her last face..is quite sad for me..coz she had be in my life since i was a kid...she even protected me...

last year when i having my final exam ''spm'' my 1st aunt had pass away same as my 2nd aunt...coz of sickness...the cancel...and now......i know i had promise myself not to cry infront of ppl but is very hard to stop my tear from flowing but somehow i did it..

but today...i juz cant stop feeling down and sad coz 2nd aunt had been a long time v me...she even give my nickname tat everyone calling me now,she very devote me juz like my other aunt but i feel bad sometime coz my horrible behaviour...i feel so soli..now she had left this wrold and put some story in everyone heart even me...i writing this down so i can remeber her as my aunt in my life...'thx for being there in my life..be happi althought u not v us now'

my funny mom

2007-07-25T08:27:00.000-07:00

herm juz ntg...i juz wana write this down remember how funny my mom is....v juz finish dinner and gather in room...dad watchig his tv show while me watching anime on pc....the funniest mom read newspper til fallen sleep....tat ok but when she wake up sheshout ''eh v haven eata dinne!!!''....v juz had our dinner and after tat eat fruit that she had ready for u...now she can say ''v haven eat dinner....'realli a funny mom ta i never seen haha

wow!!!1

2007-06-02T08:59:00.000-07:00

herm as for today..i dream a special dream..is kinda of funni haha..___________it all started in my old skul...ijc haha...herm i was siting in the class...f6 class n having lesson v other gals...y i siting down study f6????herm then suddenly i juz realise tat I COME WRONG CLASS D..i suppose be visiting skul not sit down n study hahaha...i keep on laughing n my classmate say they wonder y in class since i studying in MDIS hehe...then all hav a bi laugh...then i pack my thing n went out from my skul...herm the most nice thing about this dream is i DREAM GET MY PRINCE hehe...haizz but dunno when it will appear in my real life....._____________i woke up from my dream n haha do as normal....so afternoon i go suntec my mom n her frienz....suntec there got PC FAIR.....wow so many ppl there...keep on jam jam jam n jam...then from 1 stall n 1 stall n found alot new product hehe...i saw the model too...so pretty man all the gals hehe...i dunno i can be like them o not hehe....day dreaming hehe...then go THE BRANDED SALE ehe...go walk walk n go in carfour hehe then here come the story________i call my mom go Q-up for the bas while i go buy come snack....then when i come back to the line i cant found them!!!!kek tau they go find me coz the wana walk to MARINA SQUARE....swt so i Q-up again.....wait n wait the bus not yet come n my dad already waited us at the marina food court there.....fusterated i thorw tantrum hehe.....haha then finally the bus came....the Q so long n the bus already pack v the so call HUMAN BEING...kek kek kek...herm till our turn oni pack!!!...herm then i cant wait d i walk away myself n call taxi....then follow by my mom n her frienz hehe...u know t funni thing is juz a round corner the place locate haha...._______then go find dad n v all hav our dinner.....on the way back in the tunnel...my mom giv a SUI PO hit get her....that teenage gal din even say soli o wat n speaking without sound looking at my mom...my god idiot f*** her...is her wrong lei...my mom stand without moving...curse her man dare to hit get my mom....so reach home n eat our chicken feast hehe...tat all hehe

JOKE
''doctor doctor u have got to help my brother!!!he thinks he's a DOG!!!"'
''how long has this been going on?''
''ever since he was a PUP!''

mumi papi

2007-06-01T07:06:00.000-07:00

herm my god....eating time dunno y my dad so TIAM hahaha my mom keep askin him till say ''dun wan talk rite...ok wait dun talk to me....''
well i laugh there n c REA LIVe TV SHOW HEHE....then now in the room...my dad saw today shopiing bag n ask where v been..i toold him v went temple n so on....mumi come into the room n my dad ask her again
''go temple hei...take these bag??''he said
''dun talk la talk for wat..juz now TIAM now talk for wat ha!!!''she replies
''got this n tat ar''my dad turn n talk to me...i juz laugh at there c my mom talk n he talk....so like kid haha...but the worst part is my mom ask ''u use the blue bottle in the bathroom as ur SYAMPOO ha??''
my dad asnswer YES...
me n my mom hav a loud laugh.....
''i use till half bottle liau''he continue....n i laugh more louder
''stupid tat is CONDITIONER la...din u know tat''my mom say
''patut i use use dun hav bubble out''he reply...

so silly man haizzzzz.......

JOKE

''doctor doctor plz come over here right away!!!my dog SWALLOWED A FOUTAIN PEN!!!!''
''i'll be right there,but wat r u doing in the meantime?''
''i'm using my PENCIL!''

today today

2007-06-01T05:36:00.000-07:00

herm today wat did i do....haizz no need say liau wake up so damn no mood n tat make my okasan nag me for 30minit plus plus plus plus plus plus n plus...haizzz then watch anime lo....today weather know my feeling down tat y have a heavily rain hahaha....ok nearly time to go out...me n my mommi go CHINATOWN again....coz i need to pass up my registration fee for my class...YEA i m damn happi to be selected!!!herm but after tat v went to TEMPLE again..sienzzz but herm ytd was too much ppl but today also...i wearing mini skirt so the worker there giv me a cloth...like BATIK giv me WRAP...arrr UGLY man but nvm la..for my mom sake....then one floor one floor visit...visit by CLIMBING ALL THE STAIR CASE haizz....u know it got 7th floor n v went through all tat haha....is very nice inside...n i hav read about how buddha come n go...herm quite nice..I NOW ONI KNOW BUDDHA GOT MARRY N HAV A SON....herm then take sourviner n walk back home....i mean take MRT hehe...oh ya while waiting bus i can shout bad word man.....i waiting for 26 n 31 bus...i waited for so long but din come...64 come TWICE..147 come 3BUS IN 1 TIME!!!!! n so 133 keep coming n 13...omg!!!!wtf....but then hehe 31 come d...now ntg special today...oni know tmr going for PC FAIR hehe...

JOKE

a monster landed on EARTH n the 1st thing he saw was a CHICKEN. ''can u tell me how to get to Carnegie Hall???'' the monster asked.

''pluck,pluck'' said the chicken
''NO,i dun play HARP''said the monster.''i'm a BASSOONIST!!!!'''

VESAK VESAK

2007-05-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

hehehe today is my BEST FRIEND bday VESAK but hehe no la is my another friend from F! togther de hehe FOO SIAU LI hehe my another best friendz bday hehe...they same day together hehe yippeeee...wakau today damn soak n hot n tired....from 10am i already woke up hehe....then go 1st temple tat si beside my hse....sau ciang sau ciang....gen buddha bath bath then eat eat herm ok tat ok then v on the way go another TEMPLE walau...herm nvm lo actually go there is c doctor...1st floor is temple 2nd is doctor thing n 3th plus plus ARRRR herm u know wat this temple full of HUMAN...they all arr...dunno how to comment...coz of food everyone gorampas...chi chi chuang chuang..my god!!!!tat time also raingin heavily...ME ALL SOAK!!!!!k then my notti mom n dad wanna eat but after tat my dad fed up hehehe coz they all no maners....herm i wonder thier mangement go where liau...then v go chinatown coz i wanna register for my class but today haizz din open so tmr going again...then v go chinatown TEMPLE...walau wei HOT....this time HUMAN lagi banyak....so many BIG GROUP waiting to go in the temple....this time i refusss to Q up to c it this new temple.....but the food herm still tahan la....then go walk walk walk till in train...i wanna go somemerset take my card then when i come out from the cathay saw Angel hehe....tata ciau fu...then walk walk go taka...but rice but this buy tat....then go tao payoh eat eat then back home.....TIRED MAN haizzz

JOKE
why did THE INVISIBLE MONSTER look in the mirror?????

can u guess it???

the answer : he wanted to make sure he still wasnt there!!!

daa!daa!daa!

2007-05-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

hey this is my baby call RUU kawaiii rite hehehe....he also taking part in acting in DAA!DAA!DAA! go n watch how my baby acting there...ohohoh so smart hehehe....n also this my baby sister cat call WANYA.....arrr so happi having this two kawaii creture hehehe

herm herm herm oh ya i been selected into tat** company class...so damn happi but another side...so damn expensive nei!!!!but herm tat is my stage 1....i going my stage 2 hehehehe....so herm my life for this few days is normal ni....tak da special happen....i read book, i watch cartoon herm CARTOON????look like i still haven grow up nei hehehe....tat day wanna go watch NAVY open hse but haizzz...too many human being go so cant get to go haizz nvm..GAMBATEH yenny-san hehehehe i also bought alot alot book...but hehe all is bout ADVENTURE,DETECTIVE n so IQ hehe...find tat boring rite???herm to me it isnot coz...dunno y....feel wanna go in anime WORLD hehehehe.....herm i addded something nice today

JOKES
k today joke is
wat sound do two vampires make when they kiss????

the answer.......ouch!!!!!

tell me ur answer...i will be waiting for it hehehe

2007-05-24T10:10:00.000-07:00

familar v this movie????this is a nice voice gal singin i ever hear haha.....

28week later also nice if u enjoy c ppl been kill hehe

gong hehe nice prince n princess story bluekkk....when is my turn hahah me sure day dreaming hehe

recently....

2007-05-24T10:00:00.000-07:00

ntg seem to hapen....u now in sg liau lo.....haha herm at last i get to close v my mom but haizzz y she so many thing to advice me de...my ear will pain pain o....herm on this week tue i went to maxwell road for my casting...i was so nervours till i had doone badly in t casting......so wat i know is i won get in to learnin in there haizzz but i would never GIVE UP....is there is time for me i will go n make my dream come true....herm but i dunno y i enjoy detective thing very much haha this few days i keep on watch n read detective stuff....oh ya this muz record down....''detective acamdemy q'' in crunchyroll.com...i watch till 30++ liau...still got 10+ more to finish up hehe....me eyes also wanna die liau...herm anyway ntg happen recently hehe guess is a normal day for me.....but i realli realli wanna learn SINGIN n so ACTING....so at here i wish i can get to know where got this all CLASSES....too free d tat y wanna attend it...n so i wish wish wish very wish there is a detective skul hehe...although my IQ nor wat talent not for this detective stuff...but i wanna learn n solove cases so much....herm dunno when i can haizzz...

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hi i m back

2007-05-12T12:37:00.000-07:00

update update n more update
but today 12/5/07 update
wat i do today herm.....herm i dunno lei...wat i know i pura pura slp while mooncake is readin shin chan hahahaha then u know wat i do???i throw the pillow on her while she smsinhahah n i make her jump hahhaa....then pack all my thing n boom went to bus stop...but be4 go down hahaha i forgoten something(i cant tell out) then go in hse n take n out...aiya look like i in primary eng...germ then v take 142 go chinatown...arrrr v haven eat breakfast n lunch...n u know is 1pm plus liau....herm herm hungryyyyyyy.......tutututut gugugugugugugu....v walk out from exit E n walk whole way find the famouse porridge in chinatown...coz i forget where it is liau...v walk a stupid big round n back to same place hahaha....walk n walk n walk...till mooncake ha;l dead hahaha then finnaly find get...yipee...then v go vivo city hahah...herm aiya buy candy buy bear bear...today mooncake become small kid d...she go to the shop to make her own bear bear....hahaha little gal...she slping now...lazy to update d...moonckae now slping n v hav a wonderful day today...wait ya haizz saw...dun wan tell d end for today

11/5/07
herm taking 1.30pm bus to sg hahaha...the driver also din check our ticket at all....v boutgh alot nugget n fries hehe...then go sg....reach sg go back home 1st...put down all the thing n went to toa payoh...hag out there till nite buy food for dad n go home slp hahaha...tat all...ntg special happen today pa...arrr i wan ppl dote n love me other then parent......haizz miss all my friendzzzz

updates

2007-05-06T09:55:00.000-07:00

today.....
tatatatatatata sienz today....today morning as usual havihng a long long mom story telling till hav a light breakfast n lunch together...then call call...aunty mary call my mom go c ''ma ma'' this ''ma ma'' is nun...mean...hey!!!i m devil but need go c ''ma ma'' n hav a long long sotry telling from her...till i wanna slp...aiya today conclusion ALOT STORY TELLING till my EAR going to run away from me...but wat i like n love almost....i totally froget HER...coz i got someone tat I LIKE n FEEL WANNA TOGETHER V HIM...this tme is HIM not HER liau...but haizzz dunno can o not de....like someone without someone like too is impossible to be together...hope my wish together v HIM can come true...tat all...having a super at BALESTRIAL(some kind of this spelling) n went home....juz today is story telling till i wanna fall asleep

ytd(5may2007)
yea me restart again play neopet.com...my username is ( princessofdevil) herm today after going ICA, i v my mom n bing hong n his mom go suntec to walk walk....i bought something...n walau wei...my leg can patah.....this two aldult come to c the HEALTH EXPO...aiya something like tat la...all bout the health thing.....is tired but is fun....the fun part is I ADDDED FEW KG hahaha i eat shark fins shoup,taiwan saugeges 2 big n 10++ small saugages..then korean ice cream..then some dunno wat hot n spicy fishball sooup hahaha....keng rite...i can eat alot de..dun play play.....
T.T but now must diet d

4may2007
this is the worst day ever...i mean afternoon oni......i v my mom having a drama show hahaha....till 3something in the afternoon then went to ICA sure i din go down coz no mood for it hahaha then go bugis...my mom wanna buy thing n eat but i dun wan so v go aunty mary hse....tat time me n my mom ok liau then v hav some quick bite n then went to aunty mary hse hahaha.....they cook dinner...while they two having dinner i fall aslp till my dad come...my leg cramp man....aiya boring la today......hope my PRINCE come out....coz i need someone to v me.....i wanna totally forget HER

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update!!!

2007-05-02T21:54:00.000-07:00

today!!!!!3 may 2007
tot wake up d can go to the skul manacai mummy haizzz...so wat i do is watch doreamon(nice man) n eat biscut for my breakfast at 12pm nearly 1pm liau...still at home c pc...oh ya n also hear my mom class today...ear pain pain T.T

yesterday!!!!2may2007
as usual i kena slp in living room coz my aunty n uncle slp my room...my t other aunt slp my kai ma room so me n my kai ma slp living room n dining room...so pity rite???actually not at all...not wrong somewhere in this day i dream bout...er...cant tell..so morning time i went to my room n hav a long long slp..then do usual stuff haizzz..my dog so cute hahaha...oh ya tat day is t day go out singapore haha...u know from all the way from mlk to sg, 6ppl sit in 1 small car haizzz...my leg pain until 'be si'...then v go layang-layang(in sedernak)to visit my another aunt haha..left my little youngest cousin in my mom side who still study muhahaha kelian o...then play v baby haha eat n continue go sg....oh ya reach sg d haizzz i go 3 to 4 7-eleven to find singtel sim card haha....guys i change my number d haha wanna know sms me n ask haha..reach home straight away watch doreamon haha
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1may2007
wake up haha...oh ya tat day i slp in mooncake hse...u kno who is monacake???the one from moon n it shape like cake haha..jkjk la hor...u know i m like tat de moonCAKE haha...herm so wake up v go bkt baru eat our breakfast...v call herm freid kuay tiow,chee chong fan n also my zha fan haha...eat till si bei full..then go mooncake hse n pack my thing...she send me back to my hse...so thx u mooncake...from bottom of my heart haha....then be4 i go in my hse i make a phone call to my mom..manacai they doing thier shopping in tesco(without inviting me!!!)so they call me wait at downstiar coz they wanna bring me go others place haha....go buy kopi la...go eat ice kacang la...n went home i straight slp....me like a pig keep on sleep eat but n exercise haha..i slp till6pm oni wake up n sweep floor as usual(my duty)my dad n aunty uncle went to psr mlm near my hse haha they bought a very BIG pineapple for $10..big man..haizz haha then i call my dad bring me go fajar buy priated vcd(wrong spelling i knoww but lazy rub)then go back home watch till half need go to my another aunt shop....me help my kai ma photostap lo...no hs guys come haha...arr if i continu sureboring story come out..oh ya on tat day in mona hse i dream get HER come n find me..so nice of HER but i know is impossible to be together again v HER

30april2007
today cool....my uncle aunty n dad go up jelotong hill to pray my grandparents n also great grandpa...i know where is my great grandpa kubur is but my mom dun let me go...s the three go up n me sit down wait for moon cake
>>>this is wat happen in the hill *!@#$%%^&*
then while i in mooncake car, left mom n my another aunt in hse
>>>this is wat happen!@##$$%%^^&&*
haizz...haha in mooncake car i forgot go where d liau...o go fetc ant ..yea i know where is duyong d...then herm go eat n last go ske...my 1st time go ske so long coz i lazy go temple...this year i also lazy pray...so become devil better hahaha...herm then sell t-shirt n sell ice cream...haha for me so payful how can sit still...so i keep on look n look ppl around me...at nite the wesak ceremny begin n for me from small like dragon n lion dance run go infront infront c it...herm me ugly dun wanna meet get HER...but i saw others tb hehe...c 1 like 1 haha...me easy fall like de haha...then herm i walk here n there lo...then c firewrok n soso..aiya ntg special la..then went to mooncake hse slp(coz my hse no place to slp d)

29april2007(muz read!!!coz funny la behind)
herm i knid of forrget wat happen but i thnk is this day i go sifu hse learn magic n dunno la forget liau...this day is suinday rite...oh ya i remeber d...herm early in morning mooncake come my hse not wrong....v go ske help...help d go bee hse wanna bring her out but too early d so bee get a good scold from her mom n v boom boom go dp...at dp lei herm v go take out wash pic haha..s nice n cute man...then v go star buck(star fuck for free...the other word)..mooncake buy her drink but y dun put banana flavor in lei???then call my kor kor out he dun wan then lucky tat day v got ask sifu who like to slp too come lo..then v go sifu hse..me learn magic from him...thx sifu haha..then v go eat eat...then go water city then go pam oil...haha mooncake pay money so i pam the oil...manacai few minit the oil alll come out n kena my kelian shoe...me terkejut n so mooncake n everyone looking...then i pam another time coz i tot maybe i din hold correct but still come out...then mooncake try also sa\me..haha then the gal wash the car n v go bee hse for washing propelly haha...wat i thinking again is BOOM another letupan haha..then go fetch bee then go mp haha...saw sifu gf liau then herm v go sing sing take pic n play datona...stupid car make me lose twice sob sob....then v go cary on eat steambot..today is oni me,peiching,meiche,chiewping n bee...v eat n eat n eat n i sing at there...i on the 'i wanna fuck u' tat song loud loud...then chiewping n meichen faster shout call me off...but who care n i sing out the fuck...ntg wat juz a wrod herm...they say got little gal there...dun teach them bad word haha...funny man...then chiewping went home 1st so v 4 go senyum...wow sibei cold in senyum...not tat kind of COLD...is no one in the shopping central at 10pm haha...so v 4 went up to 2floor coz v wanna go sing sing..theere lei herm got ppl la..even small kids haha(dun tell me they r ghost can d) v fiond the jude box ppl manacai he sitting down at the chair...let us walk in bowling alley find him haha..then v sing lo...eh tat guy quite cute also haha...the judebox is so dark man tat y my sifu say got malay they do sex in there!!!haizzz....i sing till stand on the chair coz too boring liau they 3 sit n sing....then the malay guy look at me n lol haha...i faster jump off n squat down sing haha....10.30pm d lo v need to off haha...v take the oni lif in bowling alley go out...so i press 1floor....wow they lift si bei big lo same like hospital lif which can put alot mayat car in haha..then the lif door open...so dark man...bee n peiching hide behind me n meichen..meichen faster fsater press close button n me press UG button coz is not 1s floor button ma so UG lo...while the door close i shout "boom" n make they 3 shout like hell haha...me memang notti de...then UG reach d..i walk 1st i saw a stair cse n beside is juz a florr without stair...i cant jump coz so high s i sout "i dun wanna jump" n u know wat it make the 3 little kids scereammm like hell to haha...so i make a fast explian while i going down the stairs lo...then bee n meichen walk infront of me n peiching...when v need to turn meichen fall down n i lol..very funny n i say "wat so rush o...scare ghost izzit??" then like this la v go back each other home....reach home i play the magic trick tat my sifu teach me to my aunt dad n uncle haha..n get a praise haha....
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28april2007
3pm something i go mooncake hse coz vneed fetch joc n foo from bkt baru haha...herm ya after fecthing them v go mp n dp walk walk lo....sure v got go sing....i choose "one night in beijing" tat song very nice man haha..then 7pm plus v need go carry on to eat steambot again haha...then call wan kent but she dun wan so moonckae wanna go her hse fetch her go haha...on the way go her hse mooncake make a sharp turning n make joc n foo shout haha..for me is ntg coz i sit be4 this kind of car liau...then pick up wnkent...on the way go carry on haha mooncake make a break break tirck n make the three gal behind scream haha....so cute...then eat lo...stupid oil keep on kena me n stupid food keep on fall on my leg...make me dunno dance wat at there...then her v take pic n send mooncake send them home lo...foo following me haha then reach my hse liau, foo wait for her mom while me n my mom n kai ma go teaco at 11pm plus haha...but thing back n eat n watch cartoon n slp

tat my report :)

wat wat wat

2007-04-19T08:28:00.000-07:00

as usual my notti dog come into my room while i sleeping hahaha....when i call him out he dunno go where n do his small busniess haha so cute...everytime like tat...then go hav my breakfast n sure....WATCH ANIME!!!nice nice...then after tat go c my clothe n also sweep floor n so so...then hehe GO OUT!!!!
follow my mom.....aiya this all boring...so i skip...herm then the HONDA COMPANY called my mom to go there to take car pic...do u know y???coz my mom car kena bang n wanna claim insurance from the ppl who bang get our car....but idiot lo stupid insurans agent tot i dunno hear english at there say dunno wat hahaha.giv my "pu suang yin ta"
then go mp meet someone...secret dun wan tell...haha go sing n play bowling.....seem my bowling skill "tui pu" haizz swt...then go mona hse then go madam king then go eat.....then back mona hse haha v having our crazy time tat is making our own video....haha seem like two "AH SIAU" record thier album...(still haven get 10 song in 1 disc)
i lov today very much muackk to my day hehe

sick!!!!!!happi???

2007-03-22T05:28:00.000-07:00

well as usual i m sick today!!!!
haizzz....stomach pain n headsche but herm is all rite for me
i m so boring so i on my pc to check out my friendster haha

herm haha but when i touch my pc sure got nice thing happen haha
herm i m hearing a guy rap while blogging haha
hey i also wanna learn rap but i know i rap sure the sky fall down
so i better avoid it haha

herm i realli wanna chase my dream.....but i dunno where to start
now i study is not wat i wanna become
i told my mom
i study it for fun
wat i wanna become is other then wat i learn....herm i dunno la wat i wanna do now is
PLAY!!! haha

arggh silly me talking crap here haha

today n ytd

2007-03-21T11:36:00.000-07:00

herm i not sure....there is alot thing i need to choose
even when go to toilet, u need to choose which to go in

my life full of choosing
i had to choose wherethe need do this or not
now the big big problem come d
i dunno wanna choose mdis or poly

herm i realli dun like stuying lo
i hate doing boring thing like stuydin
i more into active like jumping up n down or do extreamly danger(but won coz my life) thing
studying..nahhh sit down ni....
i also dun like waste so many on diploma n so degree
wat i wan is go find my dream
to prove to them i no lying!!!
so which skul i should go on??

i also find myself diff from last time...as u can c my pic be4 form5 is totally diff haha
i hope i can improve myself more
but i think i had over improve
my friends say i go wild d haha
but realli last time i kuai kuai but now haha
u come i kick u haha

herm haizz so late d i still on pc chatting v my friends n write this haha
realli wu liau man

wat a day

2007-03-21T10:45:00.000-07:00

i had stomache this few days dunno y
haizzz
herm this few week i m getting tired n tired
feel wanna go for a long holiday v my friends in mlk
i realli miss them very much...they r the one v me all the time n understanding me
i m so thank to them
mona,
carol,
jocleyn,
foo,
luy,
liven,
bee ling,
pei ching.
dandy
n so on.....they will cheer me up whenever i was down n sure they r so understanding n willing to help me
tat wat i miss them alot
but haizzz
i stuck in singapore....
although i know alot news friends here but i realli won forget u guy
i realli love u guys there
i hope a big gathering tat can pull us back together as a big family

i love u

start a new life v blog

2007-01-06T08:39:00.000-08:00

today i come back from singapore n i go meet my sec3 n sec4 friends this year in jonker walk...a street in melaka......i dunno y when i on t way back my heart so excited....herm...anyway i really put down a huge stress rite now...i love a gal so much but in the end she said she wan love her gf oni....if she think it like tat 1st y she wanna ask me to be her gf...n say all the love u 4ever....lov u more then her 1st gf n so so...y she wanna do tat...it hurt coz i NEVER lov a ppl till tat..all she told me is juz a lie but today i asked her again but she say wat she do to me is true...she lov me but y...herm but rite now....i started to let go....she dun even wan become sister like last time...she start this story n she ended it...i juz wish i can hav a new LOV STORY when i in singapore...

i also dunno y so many thing happen in 2006....1st of al in nov my aunt go hospital...so i go in n out during my prepare SPM week...then my car giv another car bang during my SPM n make me go in n out the police station....not tat....my aunt also pass away during my SPM so need to do all the dark parade thingz..k after that on the 24th dec 2006 i need go police station n ended up celebarte my birthday there.....coz my dad caught two thief who pick pocket....n i hav break up v my gf....i hav so many thing happen n i really dunno how to handle it up...i tot having a one love me will reduce...but wat i think was wrong....

nvm tat all had already pass...wat i wan to do now is hav a GUY who really lov n care me...i dun wan hurt again like being hurt by her...