hilo i m back writing blog again..haha...altough i writing v a laugh emotion..but i realli sad now...i hav my dream but then sure got thing stop me from going forward....the feel is very hurtin my heart....i wan learn my singin but then my parent dun realli wan me to....so i had stop it, now i like wastin my time doin ntg...my mom ask me wat i wan to do since doin ntg....but wat i wanna do they dun realli goin v....n now she ask me to join back...hw m i surpoose to!!!my dad call me join police n other no need to do but then i realli lov singin n actin n modelin...these are my hobby...sure police is also but then i not realli into it..i dunno wat to do...lost between my road path....wastin my time like hell....isnt there another way??i sick havin ppl stoppin although it sound not....herm...i dunno when i goin to out of these thing....sometime i hate them coz they dont realli plan wat future will be....then wat i plan to do sure they break it...haizzzz.....y cant they think like wat i thinking since i m thier daughter sure thinking will SAME
nyway these few days,week,month i hav my normal life...but these few days always 5am slp haha...ntg to do next day so slp late also ok de la hahaha....keep on day dreaming haha...i m silly i know tat..herm x'mas is comin again...i goin to hav my normal 18bday....how i wish to had something out of box x'mas bday...haha...i know it wont...haizzz....no ppl to talk wif...no ppl to share wif....lame life....aarrghhh i m going mad....mad mad mad...lalalala.....k i tell u i write for fun here...coz i realli lost way lost mind but i WONT LOST MY LOVE ONES :)
