something tat important this month... @ 6:59 AM
as i can say, i been stuck in singapore again..today 29 aug 2007...i slept till about 2pm oni wake up..as i about to cook my very own FRIED RICE, my dad and my cousin suddenly show up..y???my mind asking...
then my dad told me my second aunt was pass away ytd...
ok i know she will pass but y did it so soon..i tot her sick will recover and she may hav fun be4 passing away...y is had to be so soon..impossible she juz get well from her cancel and having treatment!!!y had it be ...i dunno i should be crying o not...my heart is crying tat is wat i could admit so at tat time..well my mom already in malaysia and perpare the funeral preparation v my relative...and now my dad also went back to malaysia v my uncle and cousin...left me alone again in house...i like being alone but not tat ALONE..maybe i still a kid...i need my parent v me somehow..i still not yet independant i uess so...even my fried rice become ''pig fried rice' haha is sticky..
after they left hse i alone by myself..wat m i going to do today...i started think back the memory i had v my second aunt...and i fell soli for her tat i cant attend and c her last face..is quite sad for me..coz she had be in my life since i was a kid...she even protected me...
last year when i having my final exam ''spm'' my 1st aunt had pass away same as my 2nd aunt...coz of sickness...the cancel...and now......i know i had promise myself not to cry infront of ppl but is very hard to stop my tear from flowing but somehow i did it..
but today...i juz cant stop feeling down and sad coz 2nd aunt had been a long time v me...she even give my nickname tat everyone calling me now,she very devote me juz like my other aunt but i feel bad sometime coz my horrible behaviour...i feel so soli..now she had left this wrold and put some story in everyone heart even me...i writing this down so i can remeber her as my aunt in my life...'thx for being there in my life..be happi althought u not v us now'
