hilo i m back writing blog again..haha...altough i writing v a laugh emotion..but i realli sad now...i hav my dream but then sure got thing stop me from going forward....the feel is very hurtin my heart....i wan learn my singin but then my parent dun realli wan me to....so i had stop it, now i like wastin my time doin ntg...my mom ask me wat i wan to do since doin ntg....but wat i wanna do they dun realli goin v....n now she ask me to join back...hw m i surpoose to!!!my dad call me join police n other no need to do but then i realli lov singin n actin n modelin...these are my hobby...sure police is also but then i not realli into it..i dunno wat to do...lost between my road path....wastin my time like hell....isnt there another way??i sick havin ppl stoppin although it sound not....herm...i dunno when i goin to out of these thing....sometime i hate them coz they dont realli plan wat future will be....then wat i plan to do sure they break it...haizzzz.....y cant they think like wat i thinking since i m thier daughter sure thinking will SAME
nyway these few days,week,month i hav my normal life...but these few days always 5am slp haha...ntg to do next day so slp late also ok de la hahaha....keep on day dreaming haha...i m silly i know tat..herm x'mas is comin again...i goin to hav my normal 18bday....how i wish to had something out of box x'mas bday...haha...i know it wont...haizzz....no ppl to talk wif...no ppl to share wif....lame life....aarrghhh i m going mad....mad mad mad...lalalala.....k i tell u i write for fun here...coz i realli lost way lost mind but i WONT LOST MY LOVE ONES :)
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
something tat important this month... @ 6:59 AM
as i can say, i been stuck in singapore again..today 29 aug 2007...i slept till about 2pm oni wake up..as i about to cook my very own FRIED RICE, my dad and my cousin suddenly show up..y???my mind asking...
then my dad told me my second aunt was pass away ytd...
ok i know she will pass but y did it so soon..i tot her sick will recover and she may hav fun be4 passing away...y is had to be so soon..impossible she juz get well from her cancel and having treatment!!!y had it be ...i dunno i should be crying o not...my heart is crying tat is wat i could admit so at tat time..well my mom already in malaysia and perpare the funeral preparation v my relative...and now my dad also went back to malaysia v my uncle and cousin...left me alone again in house...i like being alone but not tat ALONE..maybe i still a kid...i need my parent v me somehow..i still not yet independant i uess so...even my fried rice become ''pig fried rice' haha is sticky..
after they left hse i alone by myself..wat m i going to do today...i started think back the memory i had v my second aunt...and i fell soli for her tat i cant attend and c her last face..is quite sad for me..coz she had be in my life since i was a kid...she even protected me...
last year when i having my final exam ''spm'' my 1st aunt had pass away same as my 2nd aunt...coz of sickness...the cancel...and now......i know i had promise myself not to cry infront of ppl but is very hard to stop my tear from flowing but somehow i did it..
but today...i juz cant stop feeling down and sad coz 2nd aunt had been a long time v me...she even give my nickname tat everyone calling me now,she very devote me juz like my other aunt but i feel bad sometime coz my horrible behaviour...i feel so soli..now she had left this wrold and put some story in everyone heart even me...i writing this down so i can remeber her as my aunt in my life...'thx for being there in my life..be happi althought u not v us now'
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
my funny mom @ 8:27 AM
herm juz ntg...i juz wana write this down remember how funny my mom is....v juz finish dinner and gather in room...dad watchig his tv show while me watching anime on pc....the funniest mom read newspper til fallen sleep....tat ok but when she wake up sheshout ''eh v haven eata dinne!!!''....v juz had our dinner and after tat eat fruit that she had ready for u...now she can say ''v haven eat dinner....'realli a funny mom ta i never seen haha
Saturday, June 2, 2007
wow!!!1 @ 8:59 AM
herm as for today..i dream a special dream..is kinda of funni haha..___________it all started in my old skul...ijc haha...herm i was siting in the class...f6 class n having lesson v other gals...y i siting down study f6????herm then suddenly i juz realise tat I COME WRONG CLASS D..i suppose be visiting skul not sit down n study hahaha...i keep on laughing n my classmate say they wonder y in class since i studying in MDIS hehe...then all hav a bi laugh...then i pack my thing n went out from my skul...herm the most nice thing about this dream is i DREAM GET MY PRINCE hehe...haizz but dunno when it will appear in my real life....._____________i woke up from my dream n haha do as normal....so afternoon i go suntec my mom n her frienz....suntec there got PC FAIR.....wow so many ppl there...keep on jam jam jam n jam...then from 1 stall n 1 stall n found alot new product hehe...i saw the model too...so pretty man all the gals hehe...i dunno i can be like them o not hehe....day dreaming hehe...then go THE BRANDED SALE ehe...go walk walk n go in carfour hehe then here come the story________i call my mom go Q-up for the bas while i go buy come snack....then when i come back to the line i cant found them!!!!kek tau they go find me coz the wana walk to MARINA SQUARE....swt so i Q-up again.....wait n wait the bus not yet come n my dad already waited us at the marina food court there.....fusterated i thorw tantrum hehe.....haha then finally the bus came....the Q so long n the bus already pack v the so call HUMAN BEING...kek kek kek...herm till our turn oni pack!!!...herm then i cant wait d i walk away myself n call taxi....then follow by my mom n her frienz hehe...u know t funni thing is juz a round corner the place locate haha...._______then go find dad n v all hav our dinner.....on the way back in the tunnel...my mom giv a SUI PO hit get her....that teenage gal din even say soli o wat n speaking without sound looking at my mom...my god idiot f*** her...is her wrong lei...my mom stand without moving...curse her man dare to hit get my mom....so reach home n eat our chicken feast hehe...tat all hehe
JOKE ''doctor doctor u have got to help my brother!!!he thinks he's a DOG!!!"' ''how long has this been going on?'' ''ever since he was a PUP!''
Friday, June 1, 2007
mumi papi @ 7:06 AM
herm my god....eating time dunno y my dad so TIAM hahaha my mom keep askin him till say ''dun wan talk rite...ok wait dun talk to me....'' well i laugh there n c REA LIVe TV SHOW HEHE....then now in the room...my dad saw today shopiing bag n ask where v been..i toold him v went temple n so on....mumi come into the room n my dad ask her again ''go temple hei...take these bag??''he said ''dun talk la talk for wat..juz now TIAM now talk for wat ha!!!''she replies ''got this n tat ar''my dad turn n talk to me...i juz laugh at there c my mom talk n he talk....so like kid haha...but the worst part is my mom ask ''u use the blue bottle in the bathroom as ur SYAMPOO ha??'' my dad asnswer YES... me n my mom hav a loud laugh..... ''i use till half bottle liau''he continue....n i laugh more louder ''stupid tat is CONDITIONER la...din u know tat''my mom say ''patut i use use dun hav bubble out''he reply...
so silly man haizzzzz.......
JOKE ''doctor doctor plz come over here right away!!!my dog SWALLOWED A FOUTAIN PEN!!!!'' ''i'll be right there,but wat r u doing in the meantime?'' ''i'm using my PENCIL!''
today today @ 5:36 AM
herm today wat did i do....haizz no need say liau wake up so damn no mood n tat make my okasan nag me for30minitplus plus plus plus plus plus n plus...haizzz then watch anime lo....today weather know my feeling down tat y have a heavily rain hahaha....ok nearly time to go out...me n my mommi go CHINATOWN again....coz i need to pass up my registration fee for my class...YEA i m damn happi to be selected!!!herm but after tat v went to TEMPLE again..sienzzz but herm ytd was too much ppl but today also...i wearing mini skirt so the worker there giv me a cloth...like BATIK giv me WRAP...arrr UGLY man but nvm la..for my mom sake....then one floor one floor visit...visit by CLIMBINGALL THE STAIR CASE haizz....u know it got 7th floor n v went through all tat haha....is very nice inside...n i hav read about how buddha come n go...herm quite nice..I NOW ONI KNOW BUDDHA GOT MARRY N HAV A SON....herm then take sourviner n walk back home....i mean take MRT hehe...oh ya while waiting bus i can shout bad word man.....i waiting for 26 n 31 bus...i waited for so long but din come...64 come TWICE..147 come 3BUS IN 1 TIME!!!!! n so 133 keep coming n 13...omg!!!!wtf....but then hehe 31 come d...now ntg special today...oni know tmr going for PC FAIR hehe...
JOKE
a monster landed on EARTH n the 1st thing he saw was a CHICKEN. ''can u tell me how to get to Carnegie Hall???'' the monster asked.
''pluck,pluck'' said the chicken ''NO,i dun play HARP''said the monster.''i'm a BASSOONIST!!!!'''
Thursday, May 31, 2007
VESAK VESAK @ 6:55 AM
hehehe today is my BEST FRIEND bday VESAK but hehe no la is my another friend from F! togther de hehe FOO SIAU LI hehe my another best friendz bday hehe...they same day together hehe yippeeee...wakau today damn soak n hot n tired....from 10am i already woke up hehe....then go 1st temple tat si beside my hse....sau ciang sau ciang....gen buddha bath bath then eat eat herm ok tat ok then v on the way go another TEMPLE walau...herm nvm lo actually go there is c doctor...1st floor is temple 2nd is doctor thing n 3th plus plus ARRRR herm u know wat this temple full of HUMAN...they all arr...dunno how to comment...coz of food everyone gorampas...chi chi chuang chuang..my god!!!!tat time also raingin heavily...ME ALL SOAK!!!!!k then my notti mom n dad wanna eat but after tat my dad fed up hehehe coz they all no maners....herm i wonder thier mangement go where liau...then v go chinatown coz i wanna register for my class but today haizz din open so tmr going again...then v go chinatown TEMPLE...walau wei HOT....this time HUMAN lagi banyak....so many BIGGROUP waiting to go in the temple....this time i refusss to Q up to c it this new temple.....but the food herm still tahan la....then go walk walk walk till in train...i wanna go somemerset take my card then when i come out from the cathay saw Angel hehe....tata ciau fu...then walk walk go taka...but rice but this buy tat....then go tao payoh eat eat then back home.....TIRED MAN haizzz
JOKE why did THE INVISIBLE MONSTER look in the mirror?????
can u guess it???
the answer : he wanted to make sure he still wasnt there!!!
